Monday, November 29, 2010

M.I.A. (and no I am not talking about my daughter . lol)

Wow....feels surreal being on here. Not all together sure why I am either. Maybe it's because I feel bad that I have dropped off the face of the earth. Maybe it's because I am outrageously lonely and depressed right now. Or maybe it's because Macsen's HOME day is rapidly approaching. Whatever the case...here I am.

I first want to apologize for my "absence". Life has marched on whether I like it or not and I have been working really hard to make money, raise precocious daughters alone, finalize a divorce and ultimately...NOT GO CRAZY! Sadly, I have failed pretty much at all of the above. I am over whelmed and tired and quite frankly: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! : )

Tonight I just want to say hello. I miss this and I don't if that makes sense. The ministry has really had to take a back seat because I have little people to feed and the ministry wasn't doing that. I will hopefully get more frequent on here....if nothing else to share my testimony about how hard things can be, and yet somewhere in it all....God is still there. Even if, for the moment, you feel as I do like He might have gone on vacation as far as you are concerned. LOL

sweet dreams and good night all.....

19 comments:

trennia said...

Glad to see you are back.I have missed you!
Sorry things are not always the way we want them,but I think God has a purpose for them.(((HUGS)))
look forward to reading more from you.

Kelly @ Sufficient Grace Ministries said...

Good to hear from you! Love and continued prayers for you, girl!

Holly said...

I'm glad to see you have posted. As I pass your blog on my reader I always wonder how you are.

Jennifer Ross said...

I've been thinking about you a lot these last couple of months! I always threw up a prayer for you and your family every time you were on my heart.

It's very nice to see you posting.

((hugs))

Ruth said...

So good to hear from you. Figured that "life" was the case. Worried and praying for you. Wish we lived closer as to be more help. I'm sure my daughter would love your girls. Please hang in. HE is faithful. in HIS grip-Ruth

Jennifer Ross said...

I was thinking of you, and just wanted to say hi. Praying that you and your family are doing well.....

((hugs))

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Jason and Vanessa said...

I am praying for you! Take it one day at a time. I'm sure it seems like like will never get back to "normal" but in time there will be a new normal. Love you!

Vanessa

trennia said...

I'm thinking of you...miss you blogging too.

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