Thursday, March 19, 2009

{hElP}

This post will be brief. I am desperate for your help. Prayer is much needed. This is as detailed as I will get:

- serious financial provision needed

-I hate being single! anyone that has been married and then NOT, can attest to the gamut of struggles it poses. all new territory for me

-not at all enough free time to be Megan. single parenting sucks! Having a hard time enjoying my girls when the world is screaming "RESPONSIBILITIES!"

-My health is poor. I am a full fledged health nut, but have been treating my body like a trash can. I am taking back my health and have been back in the gym and back to eating well (and just plain eating for that matter!)

-I feel very oppressed this week in my time in the word. I don't want to be in it! Anyone that knows me well knows that is highly off!

I am finding my attitude very frustrated lately. The level of responsibilities that have gone up in my little world, were it to be written down feels like it could equal Moby Dick. Not to be short changed by all the emotion in my home. i.e. Divorce, Macsen, new ministry and single parenting!

Please lift me when you think of it. I am truly hurting! I could use some Calgon, and a tropical vacation for a month with someone who gives a rip about me!. (I know....I can keep on dreaming!)

7 comments:

Rachel said...

Oh, Megan - it sucks that you're having to deal with all this at the same time! The burden of grief alone is enough to bring most people to the brink. I applaud you for all you're doing, even when it seems like you just can't do it anymore. And as a former single parent, I know the difficulties you feel. I will be praying, as always. Even though I don't know details, I know what you're going through because I've been there. Don't let Satan tell you that it's too hard or that you can't make it. You can, because you're trusting in Christ. And Satan is trying his best to bring you down, but his best is nothing compared to Christ. Cling to Him and I pray things will get better soon!

Jennifer Ross said...

Just remember, as you serve the Lord with your soul and give your life over to Him, the Devil is going to "have it out for you." When things seem like they can't get worse, that's when you know that you are living the right way! Keep pressing on.

Megan:
Ambassador for King Christ Jesus


praying for you,
Jenny

Ruth said...

Please hold firm to the truths of God's Word! I am so sorry that you are feeling overwhelmed and I just want to lift you up to the One whose burden is light and from whom we shall find rest and rivers of living water. Please be encouraged. God has used you so powerfully in my life and I'm so grateful. Praying for you and loving on you and wanting to be of great encouragement to you! In Christ! Keep up the good work that He has called you to do, good and faithful servant!

Kelly @ The Beauty of Sufficient Grace said...

Oh...Megan...so much on your plate. So much weighing on your heart and mind. My heart is with you, sweet friend. Praying for His provision, His comfort, His grace to sustain and carry you through this time. He will carry you...He is and He will...

Ruth said...

praying, praying, praying!! without ceasing for you, dearest loved one of our KING!

christa jean said...

I thought of this verse for you tonight...
"I called on the LORD in distress;
The LORD answered me and set me in a broad place. The LORD is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me?" Psalm 118:5-6

Obviously, man can do much wickedness, but we know that God is on our side! He will turn it all to good someday. Praying for you dear.

Chelsea Pang said...

Praying the Lord will clear this 'perfect storm' of trials that you are in.